Change his heart, Lord. Change his heart so he doesn’t bother any one else. Touch his heart so that he can heal, too. Show him the love You’ve shown me. Send someone his way that will not only introduce him to You, but will also let him see what a relationship with You is like. Mend his broken places. Pour Your sweet oil over his soul and let it seep into the crevices where sin dwells.
Lord, You have to do it. He’s going to hurt someone else and Read More
Even as I wrote the title of this post my eyes welled up and I slumped back in my seat and I just looked at it and my chest heaved and I quivered as I contemplated writing about it. i have been sexually abused.
Don’t ask me why I am still crying about it after 15 years have passed. Maybe I’m still embarrassed. Maybe I’m still that 11 year old boy that slowly made his way to the hall bathroom and stood there with his pants around his ankles, pulling piece after piece of toilet paper from the roll in order to stop the blood and semen from running down his legs. Maybe I’m crying for him now because I don’t remember crying then. Then, my main thought was, I hope no one finds out.
Tonight I finally took a stand to say that I’m tired of dealing with it. Tonight, my gracious God, our Father, has gotten me where He’s been wanting me. I began Read More
Money, Father, that’s the call of the day. And though I’m seeking Your kingdom and Your righteousness I’m also looking to see if “all these things” are being added unto me. You said I have not because I ask not. So, tonight I am asking for you to give me and Daynia the money we need to attend University (college, higher education institution). Neither of us wants to use loans which means that You, Father, will have to foot the bill.
Lord, will You please grant us the means to pay for our higher education goals? I’ll give You specifics as soon as I find out for sure. I know right now I need Read More
You are merciful to me, Lord.
I'm planning a train trip to Chicago with @acedrew & @reidklos. Does anyone have any recommendations? Things to see and do? Place to stay? "There must be some way out of here, said the joker to the thief". Looking forward to #BSG with @reidklos upon my return.
i read your texts this morning @oustcat & @acedrew. thank you so much. i needed 2 hear that. i read this http://bit.ly/d0rFMc again & just thanked God 4 the release. it has been a long time coming. PP4M
In a good way or bad way? --> RT @reidklos Just had a sundried tomato & basil flavored tofurkey "sausage" ... interesting.
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Tell me what to do about Dewayne, Father. That dude is so wrapped up in sorrow. I know he’s just using the alcohol to drown out whatever he’s running from. Someone just sent me a pic of him sleeping on a bench outside of Wal-Mart. Really, Lord?
Is there anything that I can do? I don’t want to be pulled into something I can’t handle, you know. I don’t want to start something and then drop out of it especially when it concerns helping someone. That’s more Read More »